I’m back…

Posted on by dreamerinhighheels

Oh dear, I have failed pretty badly with this blog so far. How has it gone from the 27th April until now!

So where have I been and what have I been doing since my last post. Well, I have been spending time with my kids, I miss living with my youngest so damn much, I love to spend as much time with her as I can. We just love to chat about everything, we listen to music, watch movies, go shopping, drink lots of tea…. Do all the mother and daughter stuff that we should do. Last week we had a fantastic day at the seaside, the sun was beaming, we ate fish’n chips and finished off with a ice-cream(it has to be done right?).

Anyway, I have done a lot of soul searching over the last few weeks too, thinking about things, alot of things… My head kind of feels pretty full of questions at the minute and I’m trying to find the answers. I’m trying to figure out where Im heading in life? What do I want to do with myself? I’m 37 for crying out loud, I can’t hide away in my bedroom forever can I? I know it’s way to easy to shut myself away but that’s just a waste of life?? Isn’t it?

Having a mental illness (which I will tell you more about soon) really can mess with your head and your thinking and I really don’t like it at times, but these things happen to us and we have to find a way to deal with it as best we can.

I will go into more in my next post…

I hope your still here.

Let’s do this….

Posted on by dreamerinhighheels

Oh hello there!!  thanks for finding me.  If I’m honest this was just a spur of the moment idea to start a blog and put myself out there but hey I’m here now so let’s see where this journey takes me.

So why the name “dreamerinhighheels” you might be thinking, well just to clarify things – I’m actually a lover of high heels and love the confidence I get just from slipping my feet into a pair of these sometimes beyond crippling shoes but I wouldn’t have it any other way. The Dreamer part is pretty self explanitary – yes I’m a bit of a dreamer, my head is constantly buzzing with ideas of things I wish I could do but never have the balls to get out there and give it a go. This is where this blog comes into light, I thought maybe by posting some of my dreams and ambitions with you lovely lot, I might just feel that bit of braveness inside of me to actually give them a go in real life and not just in my head..
So any support and encouragement is always welcome.
If I’m totally honest, I’m a little scared – it hasn’t been the easiest of times for me this last couple of years (will get into that later) but I’m really hoping by letting go of some of this stuff that’s cluttering my head and putting it out there, it may just help me move forward.

Anyway, let’s start this hopefully beautiful journey into the unknown…..